Attention single men

I would like to introduce you to a beautiful young eligable bachlorette. Her name is N. Bell, no thats to obvious, lets just call her Norma B. Anyways, I promised her a tribute, so here it is! This young lady has become a good friend of mine over the past years, I don't even know how many because it seems like we have known each other forever.

She is very talented in her music and boy can she bake!! I tell ya guys, she would be a great catch. She's fun loving and active and you don't ever have to worry about those ackward sliences!! She has travelled the world and is full of life experiences. She loves children and pets, and having fun with her friends. When she puts her mind to something, watch out world cause there she goes!!

I don't feel that physical looks are an important part of this post although she has a gold medal in the looks department. So boys if you are looking for a smart, talented, beautiful young lady leave a comment and I might be able to hook you up!

P.S NJ I know that you are reading this, and I know it's not extravagent, but short and sweet was kinda of the way I was going. You know how fabulous you are! Tonnes of hugzz!!

What are you afraid of?

After Womens Bible study we were given a homework assignment. It didn't really sounds like a tough assignment, but as I actually attempt to get it done, I realize how hard it actually is. The assignment is to write down everything that we are afraid of. Anything we think about during the day that scares us, we are supposed to write it down and bring it to the table. The first day I woke up ready to face the world, and then I realized that fear itself scares me. After putting thought into this assignment, I have found that most of what I accomplish during the day actually scares me to a certain extent. Not the point of being frozen or stopped by that fear, but the the point that is worth taking a look at. For example, I'm scared of what people think of me. Not that it matters to me what they think of me, because I am who I am and there is no need to change that, but in the process of thinking about my fears I realized that it is something that in the back of my mind, subconciously I am always worried about. Don't get me wrong, it doesn't consume me, but it is there and I think that was an important thing to write down. Now having started with the first thing being fear itself that scares me makes this assignment a little more complicated for persons such as myself, because if fear in itself is your biggest fear, then anything that you are afraid of automatically magnifies, because you are dealing with more then one fear at once. For instance, if your greatest fear is fear and you second fear is rejection, that fear of fear and rejection doubles in size and canplace considerable doubt in your mind about stepping out of your comfort zone for fear of having to faces your fears, which terrifies you at the thought of being afraid of anything in the first place. Are you following the complicated path that appears to be my existance? Fear tends to hold you back, but in the absence of fear, would you make stupid choices? Not that people with fears never make stupid choices, but if you had no fears, would common sense hold you back, or would you be a careless risk taker, willing to step up to the plate on any challenge, no matter how stupid it would be? But then if you had no fears would it really be that stupid? I can't imagine living a life with no fears, but I also can't imagine living a life consumed by fears, to scared to breathe or make a move. I think that there are healthy fears, which keep us in check safety wise, but I think that most of our fears are actually unhealthy. As soon as a fear becomes a barrier against living a normal life, then is is very unhealthy. But how do you get over that fear? I don't think it's something you just wake up one morning and decide not to be scared any more, I think that it's something that you need to talk to people about and actually work it out, not just brush it off to the side. I don't think it's healthy to live in fear, but to live with fear, co-existing, but still managing to live your life, and function on a day to day basis. So I leave you with this question....what are you afraid of? And what is your biggest fear? Put some thought into it, I would love to hear your answer, and know that I am not the only person out there with fears..... Have a good one, God Bless.

It's been a while....

almost to long actually. I do apologize to all of you for not blogging recently, life has been pretty busy lately, and even though that is no excuse, that is the one that i chose to use. Anyways, this won't be a long post cause I'm tired, and work comes to early in the morning, lol, then I have to hit the road for some turkey dinner with my family. I just thought that I'd let y'all know that I'm moved into my new house, not totally settled yet, but almost. I love it, and so does Dash and Thumper, everyone seems to be good with the fact that we have more space and appliances that actually work, no leaking taps, and warmth. Anyways, just thought I'd let ya know, but I'm off to bed. I promise that I will update again before the month is out, I just thought that you might like to know that I'm moved, and still alive.... G'night all!!